Perish To Cherish

USELESS CREDIT CARDS!

2010-10-29T20:56:00.005+08:00

Hey people!!!!!!So sorry I havent posted in ages.I think everyone doesant read my blog anymore and usually I wouldnt post anything new.But in this case,YK keeps bugging me about it so sure.Im half way through my finals...well not really.Next week its only moral that really matters and it doesant matter much either.Exams were ok but math and bc was really hard.im hoping to get A for science and bm cause im not sure about those two.Kh i think ill get A but I dont think Ill get 90.So sad T.T The other subjects should be ok.Im really hoping on getting 90 for sejarah because I spent 2 whole weeks on it alone.If i dont get 90 then at least 85+.Ok.Change of topic before I get all tense again.There are a few people that say Im rich.Why do you say that?Im not rich.Im normal.And even if I were it wouldnt make any difference would it?Im still me.We shouldnt judge people by their wealth or their outward appearance.Its whats on the inside that matters.It also isnt your position that makes you happy or unhappy.Its your disposition.Other than that,(Ms Wendy!Be proud!Im using a....sentence connector...it is a sentence connector right?)they also think that money can buy happiness.They are so wrong.True happiness may be sought,thought or caught...but never bought.The poorest person may be the happiest person while the richest is the saddest.Wealth may not bring happiness but it seems to bring a pleasant kind of misery.Seriously!Happiness cannot be bought by money and credit cards arent doing any better.Finally,(MS WENDY!ANOTHER ONE!)Happiness is good health and a bad memory!(Shaun Kam!Stop complaining about my bad memory.It shows Im happy!)LOL:p

How annoying!

2010-09-13T09:46:00.006+08:00

Hey people!Man I havent posted anything for about a month already.I have just been so busy with projects,homework,studies,friends,problems and finals are coming in about a month.I think I have to start studying today but lets just see my mood:P Recently there was a problem that bothered me a lot.It was hard for me to sleep or eat.It wasnt because I was scared but I was just upset that so much drama was happening.But after I talked with some of my best friends,they helped me get out of this trance of mine and I was back to normal.Im not going to let YOU control my life anymore.YOU have no right to do that.You're not even supposed to be in my life.I want you out and thats it.Stop ruining other people's lives and I dont just mean mine.You are ruining a lot of people's lives just to get what you want but even so you still cant reach your goal.So just BACK OFF!Its annoying that you keep trying to get back into my life and when I add you on facebook you keep posting stuff about me.What is your problem?Delusional?Crazy?Stalker?Paranoid?Oh this could be a very LONG list if I kept going on.Just stay away from me.I want to forget you forever.Never come back into my life and dont you dare come find me.If Im in as bad of a foul mood as I am now,you're gonna regret it.

Ok sorry people.That was kinda moody.Just so you know,you musnt let anyone..ANYONE at all,control YOUR life.It is YOUR life so you have the liberty to do whatever you want in YOUR life.If only things were as easy as facebook.Wanna forget a person,delete them!

WOW!

2010-08-12T18:35:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone!!!!I havent posted anything recently because I have no mood at all and it has been really busy the past 5 weeks.Well something happened recently and it really felt like a life changing incident.I still cant get over the shock yet.Just so you know..love is something you would never regret even with all its risks.The risks just make it more challenging and fun.

Today was a fairytale

You were the prince

I used to be a damsel in distress

You took me by the hand and you picked me up at six

Today was a fairytale

I wore a dress

You wore a dark grey t-shirt

You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess

Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around

But can you feel this magic in the air?

It must have been the way you kissed me

Fell in love when I saw you standing there

It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale

It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale

You've got a smile that takes me to another planet

Every move you make everything you say is right

Today was a fairytale

All that I can say is it's getting so much clearer

Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face

Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around

Yeah yeah

But can you feel this magic in the air?

It must have been the way you kissed me

Fell in love when I saw you standing there

It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale

It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around

I can feel my heart

It's beating in my chest

Did you feel it?

I can't put this down

But can you feel this magic in the air?

It must have been the way you kissed me

Fell in love when I saw you standing there

It must have been the way

But can you feel this magic in the air?

It must have been the way you kissed me

Fell in love when I saw you standing there

It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale

It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale

2 different tears-wonder girl

2010-08-04T20:38:00.001+08:00

Gave me 2 different tears

After all these years

Tears of joy, tears of pain

Like sunshine and rain

So I hate you...

So I love you...

So I hate you...

So I love you...

I'm tryna figure out how to move on with my life

Without you by my side

Wakin up with teary eyes,

I can't do this no more, gotta erase you now

So I think of all the pain you've given me

Try to look at all the damage you've done to me

No matter how hard I try,

I just can't figure out why

I keep thinking bout how sweet you used to be

Gave me 2 different tears

After all these years

Tears of joy, tears of pain

Like sunshine and rain

So I hate you

(But the love you gave me was so so good)

So I love you

(But the pain you gave me was so so bad)

I'm cryin over you, still what does this mean?

Do I still want you back in my life?

After all these painful things you've done to me

Why is it so hard to realize?

So I think of all the pain you've given me

Try to look at all the damage you've done to me

But the harder that I fight,

You come closer in my sight,

And I'm thinking of how sweet it could have been, oh no~

Gave me 2 different tears

After all these years

Tears of joy, tears of pain

Like sunshine and rain

So I hate you

(But the love you gave me was so so good)

So I love you

(But the pain you gave me was so so bad)

(Uh~)

(Come here boy)

(Uh~)

Why do I still feel this way

When I know there's nothing left to say

Shouldn't have ever loved you in the first place

Wanna erase you without a trace

Try to tell myself that I need to hate you

For the pain that you put me thorough

But I... For some reason why

Still miss you no matter how hard I try

Gave me 2 different tears (you gave me~)

After all these years (years, yeah)

Tears of joy, tears of pain (pain! )

Like sunshine and rain

So I hate you

(But the love you gave me was so so good)

So I love you

(But the pain you gave me was so so bad)

Gave me 2 different tears

After all these years

Tears of joy, tears of pain

Like sunshine and rain

So I hate you

(But the love you gave me was so so good)

So I love you

(But the pain you gave me was so so bad)~

This is getting boring!

2010-07-19T19:20:00.002+08:00

Hey everybody!!!!!!Im seriously sorry that I havent posted anything in over a week.I have been so busy with Sejarah folio and homework and exam next week.Then on Hari Koku the choir is performing and on this coming Friday is the official ceremony for the prefects.So busy.And oral test is coming really soon as well.Im not really in the mood to do all these things right now.I cant believe this exam came so soon.Its ridiculous.Not much we can do about it though.I really dont have anything to post about nowadays and I dont have any inspiration to write either.I keep feeling like I have to get things done but then Im lazy.Haha.Recently I have been thinking alot about the future and what Im going to do next time.There are just so many options that Im interested in.And the past few weeks I have been sick with so many different illnesses.I have been eating medicine for 4 whole weeks.Sigh.So tiresome.I really feel like sleeping now so Im going to stop here.Might only post after my exam so wont be seeing you for a while.BYE!

Updates!

2010-07-08T18:44:00.002+08:00

Hey people!!!!!Things are like so awesome today!!!!!!I am officially a prefect today.I got the tag and I can start wearing the prefect uniform on Monday.It was so awesome.Only 15 out 22 made it including Qin Jean,Michelle,Claire and Reduwan.Awesome!Then the badminton matches have ended too.Not that much excitement there.Qin Jean won the singles and doubles matches but lost the mix double match.Yi Khai won the doubles and mix doubles matches but lost the singles.Congrats to them and try again next year.Nowadays QJ and I have been hanging out more with Wai Leong,Xi Li and Zhi Min.Its like so awesome.We really have fun together.They keep teasing QJ.Haha Lol.Wai Leong seems more serious now but he is still fun.Report book day tomorrow.Awesome!I got 2nd in my class and the whole form.QJ got 3rd.Really awesome!Then I have also been getting closer with Mich.Really wanna hang out more together.Sigh.Sad thing is that on the 26-28 July is my monthly test.Its like mid-year exams have hardly passed and now we have another test again.So annoying.Sigh.Well need to go now.Will post more soon.See ya!:P

Prefect Camp part 2:)

2010-06-30T20:40:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone!!!Im back!!!Ok this is a continuation from yesterday.I wont post something as long as yesterday.These are just some remarks about the prefect camp.Ok my most favourite part was the performance at night.I dont know why but it was really fun and awesome.I really think that this camp is a great opportunity to learn knew things and I got to become closer friends with the other prefects as well.I think that was one of the most important reasons this camp was held.It doesant seem that awkward with the other prefects anymore which is really cool.I really hope that I become a prefect.The teachers have voted and the results will be out this Friday.Sigh...Scared but hope that things will turn out fine.Ok should go now before the post gets too long.Bye!

Prefect Camp!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-06-29T20:21:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone!!!!!!!!!Oh my goodness!!!!I just came back from an awesome camp!It was the best camp ever!I have never ever done anything like that before.It lasted for 2 days and 1 night.Eventhough it was really short but time seemed to pass really slow there.

First day.We reached school and gathered in the the foyer.It was actually a school replacement day and I was wondering how it would be like without all the prefects and the discipline teachers.But in the end almost half of the school didint attend school that day.Haha.So they survived.The prefects and the probates went to the camp in different buses.Probates in Bus B while the prefects were in Bus A.Bus A arrived ages before Bus B.We probates had to wait for sooooo long-_- Ok lets skip this part.We got on the bus and a while later we reached the camp.Can you believe that we reached there half an hour earlier than Bus A.We had to wait for so long-_- again.Then we had morning break and a ceramah.The ceramah was ok.I was in group 2 or Believe or Helang or Bijak or Argentina.Haha.Each group had alot of names.Group 1 was Attitude or lebah or Spain.Group 3 was Concentrate or Jepan.Group 4 was D..semut or Portugal.Ok skip!Almost the whole day was spent indoors for ceramahs and stuff and games.Then we had a persembahan at night.I had an awesome time.Each group had to perform a play sing a song and recite a poem.It was extremely awesome and funny.Taka who is in my group is an extremely awesome actor.He really acts well.Then Wai Yan is really good at organizing things.Kah Yan,Michelle and I had a great time making the poem and remixing the song''I believe I can fly''.Haha.We made remixed one verse while the other verse we used the original one.I had to sing the remixed verse alone with the mike.My friends said that my voice was shivering.Haha.Then my whole group sang the original verse together while Chang Ming and Taka were performing a blooper.Haha.Ok then we had another ceramah which I think everyone almost fell asleep.Then we went JUNGLE TRACKING!!!!!WHOA!!It was AWESOME!We were lead by our group leaders by a candle.It was dark and kinda dangerous but it was fun.Then we had to walk one by one down the mountain without any light at all.For some reason I wasnt scared.I was just focusing on sleeping.It was like 2 in the morning.Haha.We went to sleep at 2.30am and woke up at 5.30 am.So knocked out but I could still walk.Amazing!Broke my record already!Slept three hours only.Lol.

Ok next day.Wake up and was like 1 hour early.Everyone stayed in the dorm on QJ and my bed and lied down and rested while chatting for a while.7am left the dorm to kumpul and the meden satu.Kawad kaki for a while cause Mr Black was late.So Mr MJ took over and thought us to kawad.By the way,MJ stands for Mohammad Jantan.Weird huh.Ok then Mr Black came and we did some exercise.We played this cowboy game and it was really fun and funny.Lol.Then we had breakfast and then we went jungle tracking again to the same spot we went last night.There Encik Hafix thought us how to build a tent and a fire using only a knife and a lighter.It was ok but there was alot of smoke.Then we continued and went to a waterfall.It was quite dangerous because it was really slippery.We played in the water for a while and someone kena leech.It was really disgusting.But it was fun and really cold like spring water.Then when we came out we played a game called RESCUE.That was a tough game.Some of us acted hurt and we had to like rescue them.The freind I was carrying was really heavy.Man when I got home my hands were aching all over.The QJ pulled her tendon.Ouch!I hope she heals before her badminton match.Then after that we had lunch and cleaned up then we went to the dewan for the closing ceremony.Mr Black says that out school is the best at performing and did really well this time.AWESOME!Portugal got first my group got second Jepan got third and Spain got fourth.

Ok other things.We had to take off our shoes no matter where we went and we had to arrange it properly if not they would become kapal terbang or kapal selam.Lol.My shoes kena once.Then when we want to eat we have to wait for everyone to be sitted first then the malays have to pray then we say''Jemput makan semua'' then we eat.And we cannot talk.If not our penghulu(Saifulloh) and penghuluwati(Zhi Han) will get punished.Sigh.Then whenever teacher says ''take cover!''We have to fall to the ground and cannot move until he says ''up''.Then there is also ''freeze''.Then we cant move.Insane right.The worse was when they asked us to takecover at the waterfall.That was so hard as there was not much space.Im still missing some stuff.But I cant really continue anymore cause this post is too long.Hehe.Ok well if I have anything to add I will post again next time I guess.Gotta go.Bye!

Inspiration!Dont fly away T_T

2010-06-22T18:10:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone.Im posting less and less nowadays.Dont really have the inspiration recently.Well the Bm retake is over and we got some of our papers back already.I didint really do that well this time.Sad.Suppose I have to work harder next time.Then the badminton competition starts tomorrow.Im not joining but Ill be there to give support to my friends and to play for a while.Man recently things have been getting more stressful again but my friends are there as usual to cheer me up.I have had some problems the past few days and I talked about it with them.It doesant solve my problems but it makes me feel better.Then this weekend Im going somewhere.I hope I wont be too tired on Monday.A lot of people say that its going to be really fun but I dont know how it will turn out.Not much to post.Ill just keep you guys updated by posting something on and off.See you soon I guess!

HOMECOMING!!!!!!

2010-06-17T10:12:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone!!!!Guess what!!!!!!Someone extremely important to me has finally come home.Its so awesome!!!!!!Its been so long since I saw him and now I really can.He will only be here for 3 months so I guess I need to spend more time with him.Man nowadays I have become too hyper or so people tell me.Maybe its because Im always happy.Life is awesome nowadays.But I still have Bm exam on Monday.-_-.Sigh.No mood to study anymore.Ok this is a really short post because I have no inspiration at all right now.Ill post something soon.Bye!

Over it and so GONE!!!

2010-06-12T19:00:00.006+08:00

Hey everyone!!!Fine!Im glad that its hols now so that I dont have to be so stressed out but its so BORING~~.There might be a lot of things to do on the computer but I want to do other things other than use the computer.Well Im glad I met up with my friends yesterday if not I might have gone mad.

You know I dont really feel that emo anymore.I might have just gotten over a really bad phase of my life.Maybe not the whole thing but part of it.Ever since March I have been suffering with all kinds of problems and stress and one of the most important people to me didint even notice.So I guess that might have opened my eyes.Im tired of moaning around and feeling sorry for myself.Its time that I get a grip on myself and move forward.Its no use to be stuck in the same place for the rest of your life.

This is some advice to someone and Im sure you will know who you yourself are.If your whole life depends on just one person and when that person leaves,you dont mind giving up your whole life because you think you have no more reason to go on living,then you're an IDIOT.Life doesant just depend on one person alone.It depends on everyone around you that are supporting you.It mainly depends on you though.Open your eyes and most importantly...open your mind.Learn from the past...Accept the present...and await the future.The road will not forever be smooth.Treasure the smooth times for in your case as you say lasts for only a short time.But as I see it...you have smooth times everyday.Ever tried thinking that when you're with your friends and the people that care for you that your life is smooth.Just let go.I know you have tried but try harder.You like to exceed expectations right?Well this is my challenge for you.Exceed your own heart and become a better person.

Man I feel...not sure how to describe it.Bad?Weird?Sad?Sorry?Relieved?Maybe relieved.I feel like I just let it all out.Haha.And sorry if I was harsh but your latest post made me annoyed a bit.And if I get emo sometimes...I cant help it.I need some time to get used to this new feeling.Just remember''You dont have to describe love in words because even through the silence love is always heard.''

P.S:This is my first time paragraphing in my posts.I needed to because there were just too many topics.Haha.See you guys soon!:P

MAKEOVERS are for humans...nah!

2010-06-11T21:27:00.002+08:00

Hey people!!!!!I thought I would give my blog a makeover.Its not as simple anymore and I got rid of a few things but I really like it because its red and it has roses:) Today I had an awesome time with some of my friends.I havent done something like that in a very long time.I really enjoyed myself.Feeling really lazy right now.Tomorrow have to go to tuition as well.Sigh.So tired.Dont feel like going but I have to.Got BM exam after hols so have to be prepared.I really cant wait for next Wednesday.So now Im just going to spend my time reading and using the com.I dont want to think about studying for the next few days.At least until next week.Then I have to start studying again. -_- Sooooo lazy.And so boring as well.At least its not stressful.Well Im bored right now and really tired so Im going to ciao and post again soon.See ya!

u need or u want?

2010-06-09T09:16:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone!!!!Since not many people could view my blog when it was privated,I guess Ill just change back to normal mode.Man recently things have been so stressful.Even though its hols I still feel like Im under so much pressure.Right now I keep thinking about my results and Bm exam,whether the party will go smoothly and so many other things.Its crazy.Yesterday something happened that made me feel worse again.Then something this morning as well.I dont get it.Must I cut myself away from this world to stop hurting.I dont know why its so hard.Im an idiot.I only can help other people but I can never help myself.Ever heard the saying''Some things you want,some things you need,some things you want to need.''Well that applies to both me and someone else that is in the exact same situation as I am.I really want it right now so much that I might almost need it.And I guess it might just be like that because it hurts so much.Is this really the way it should be?Is it really suppose to be that pain?Its weird but its probably true.You may not really get what Im trying to say but thats fine.Ill post again when Im not in this mood.See ya.

FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-06-04T21:50:00.002+08:00

HEY PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Things are awesome!!!!!!!!!Exams are over and the past two days have been a BLAST!!!!!!!!Thanks to all the people who remembered my special day!!!!!!Awesome!!!!!I dont have to study anymore...I can read my book...I can use the computer all I want...I can play around and waste time all I want...And I can stay home alone.Do u know why?Because its the HOLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!WOOOOO!!Im free for two weeks!!!!!!That is so awesome!!!!!The sad thing is that after the two weeks of hols the form 2 students have to retake BM.Sigh...And I did quite well as well.Nevermind.I wont think of it now.Hey Im going to private my blog because I dont want uninvited people viewing my blog.Right now a lot of things are going to change.This time not in a bad way but in a good way.Things are going to get more fun and happier.Exams are over so no more stress and I can hang out with my friends more.We have gotten a lot closer the past few weeks and its really fun.Thanks to them I am able to smile a lot more nowadays.Well Ill post something else when Im not so hyper so not everything is about me and my life k.Bye!!!

Happiness*

2010-05-29T20:43:00.003+08:00

Hey people!!!!!The decision was made and at first I was touchy about it but now everything is back to normal.I cant risk losing the connection between us so I wont ever do that again.And I also got closer to another of my pet bros.We talk like almost every night and things are really awesome.Friends are great except that everyone is going through their own problems.Biggest problem being faced by everyone right now is the mid-term exam.Oh my goodness!!!!!!!!I keep studying and yet I feel like I dont know anything.I feel so lazy and tired of studying already.Why is it that whenever I dont study I do well but when I study my results suck.Ironic huh.Well right now for once in my life everything is perfect.All my friends are together again and no pain like in the past.We may have exams but we will get through it in time.Oh cmon!!!!!1 more week!!!!Hurry up go away!!!!!I wish time will move faster until after exam then slow down again.Time is passing way too fast.Its already half a year and next year Form 3 PMR!!INSANE!!!Someone's trying to kill us!!!Seriously I want a BREAK!!!!!So cant wait for the Friday of the first week of holiday.Wanna experience it right with my awesome friends.Celebrating 8 birthdays on that day.Including mine:) Can you believe I have exam on my birthday.Chinese too.So annoying.Hopefully Ill get good luck on that day and score in everything.Haha.Well I need to go now.Will post something after my exam k.Need to be serious now.Haha;p (Serious but still laughing)*

World upside down?

2010-05-23T18:39:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone Im really sorry I havent been posting anything lately.Exams are THIS week even though the first week's papers are not really that important but I still have to study for the second week.-_-Recently things have been ok but I screwed up in something and hopefully it would be ok.Right now I just have to wait and see.Let me ask you something.Has a change happened to you...a change so great that it would turn your whole world upside down.Well the one Im going through right now isnt that great but it still is a change.It all depends on the decision that is going to be made.Maybe the change would happen or maybe things would just be the same as it always were.Im fine with either thing because everything would be perfectly fine and normal.If the change does happen then it would just be an addition of goodness to my life right now.Haha apparently this isnt really a good example to a great change.Haha.So maybe Im not going through one right now but in time that great change will come.Everyone has to face it someday.Its just a path through maturity.

Destination!!!!!!!!

2010-05-15T20:57:00.003+08:00

Hey people!This is my second post today and I promise you this wont be about another song and its lyrics.Haha.Right today I want to ask you what is the meaning of the word''DESTINATION''.If you check a dictionary it would probably just say''a place you want to go'' or something like that.But why dont you try and break up the word. ''Destiny'' and ''nation''.Destination to me means that its the place that you're destined to go to.The place where destiny leads you to.I feel like I have reached my destination.I may not have gone where I intended to go but I think I have ended up where I am intended to be.Right here.With my friends living the life Im living right now.Perfect with a touch of everything just to make it more interesting.Ever heard of the malay idiom ''Tiada kejayaan yang semanis madu tanpa pengorbanan yang sepahit hempedu.''It means that there is no success sweeter than success after a huge sacrifice.It is so true and right now I might be tasting some of that success.I so cant wait to taste the whole thing after Im done with all the worries and stress.Well gotta go.Chat soon;p

Awesome song!!!!

2010-05-15T12:11:00.002+08:00

I FOUND YOU BY JASMINE V

Hmmmmmmm-mmmm-mmm

Hey Yeah

I know how it feels to be alone

I know

Ohh and I know

What its like to be afraid

Scared to face another day

When I needed an angel

To flight to my side

Somebody to save me yeah

From the dark and lonely night

When you needed to feel love

Feel love here in my life

I found you

Inside I was looking for a face to hide

Ohh then I saw you yehh

Shining right up in my sun

And I knew you were the one

When I needed an angel

To flight to my side

Somebody to save me yeah

From the dark and lonely night

When you needed to feel love

Feel love here in my life

I found you

Hmm..

I found you

You're the wind that carries my

every breath every deep

I can see forever in your eyes

When I needed an angel

To flight to my side

Somebody to save me yeah

From the dark and lonely night

When you needed to feel love

Feel love here in my life

I feel

Yeh yeh...right to my side

somebody to save me

from the dark and lonely night....

someday...hmmmmm...hmmmm...mmm

Dark and lonely night...

Roght to my side

Somebody to save me c'mon yeah.

In the dark and lonely night...

Hey people!!!I really love this song.It sounds so awesome.It sort of shows how I feel a bit.Haha so yeah.See you soon!

BADMINTON!!!!!!!!!

2010-05-13T19:26:00.002+08:00

Hey people!!!!!Sorry that all the recent posts have been so emo.I feel better now thanks to my bffs! They are like so awesome and for some reason we are all in the badminton craze.Everything we talk,do and think is about badminton.Haha.Maybe its because of the Thomas match.Or maybe the competition in school during June.Haha but we're going to have to stop soon cause once again exams are here.Insane la.Mid-terms too.Going to die la.So much stress.Lazy to study too.But mid-terms are super important so Im going to have to do well.I also have about one more month then its the selection for the new prefects.I seriously hope that I get chosen.Then I might wear a baju kurung for you guys to see;p

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO CARINE!!!!

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO SHAUN!!!!

Not much to say anymore so Ill post somemore once I get inspiration.Ciao!

My fault...as usual

2010-05-10T18:49:00.002+08:00

Its been a while.its been one week yet it still hurts.And now it hurts more just because you broke your promise to me.You didnt tell me even though you said you would.I already found out.Im not stupid and I can handle myself.But the stupid thing about me is that I care too much.Why should I even care?Why dont I just delete you from my life?Why is it so hard?Oh ya.Its not just that easy.Everyone around me keeps telling me to move on and when Im with them I act like I dont care but when Im alone it just comes flooding into my mind.Why cant my body just forget it?Is it really that hard?Im trying guys.Really.I feel better with you guys around but without you guys im hopeless.Have I really been changing?I dont know.Maybe I have.Maybe thats what caused this.So in the end it is my fault...as usual.

poem again.

2010-05-06T19:17:00.001+08:00

A Love Like No Other

I never felt a love
Like this before
It's a love like no other
Something I have always hoped for

A love with friendship
Humour and heart
A bond so strong
It would never part

A love that makes you smile
From ear to ear
A love that is joyful
Without any fear

A love that is beautiful
From the inside out
A love with no tears,
Pain, or doubt

A love with soul
So tender and true
A love that I have found
Only in you...
Hey people!Feeling random nowadays so ya.Sorry no picture.Just feel so lazy.CIAO!

2010-05-03T19:30:00.000+08:00

DID YOU FORGET-DEMI LOVATO

Did you forget

That I was even alive

Did you forget

Everything we ever had

Did you forget

About me

Did you regret

Ever standing by my side

Did you forget

What we were feeling inside

Now I'm left to forget

About us

But somewhere we went wrong

We were once so strong

Our love is like a song

You can't forget it

So now I guess

This is where we have to stand

Did you regret

Ever holding my hand

Never again

Please don't forget

Don't forget

We had it all

We were just about to fall

Even more in love

Than we were before

I won't forget

About us

But somewhere we went wrong

We were once so strong

Our love is like a song

You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong

We were once so strong

Our love is like a song

You can't forget it

At all

And at last

All the pictures have been burned

And all the past

Is just a lesson that we've learned

I won't forget

I won't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong

Our love is like a song

But you won't sing along

You've forgotten

About us

Red blood..red rose..red love:)

2010-04-27T18:54:00.005+08:00

Red Rose

Our love is that of a red rose

Whose splendor rises as the sun shows its face,

Whose petals expand further and richer

Whispering secrets of happiness and affection.

And even though with the fall of dusk

All contentment is swept away,

And the rose's petals unite as one

Reflecting any light that may endeavor to shine through,

The sun will always rise

And the rose's petals will eternally broaden

Until they fully blossom into a stunning creation.

Our love is that of a red rose

Possessing a few imperfections

That may cause evanescent wounds,

But the internal radiance

That will everlastingly bestow healing and comfort.

Hey I just felt really random so I posted a poem.Really hyper now that the sick mode is over but tired as well.Exams coming soon and the stress is here again.Take your time to read and understand the poem.Share it with your love one k.Bye;p

Couples!

2010-04-23T18:40:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone!!!!!!!Im posting two days in a row.Thats so cool....well not really.You know I noticed something.There are so many people coupling right now.The latest was Nick and Cindy.Congrats guys!And a few days before this was Yen Zhen and Lily.Congrats too!Then some time back Jiun Yee broke up with Cynthia but got together with Regina.But the weird thing is that none of the old couples can last.First Xin Yi and Taka then Michelle and Darren.Why dont this sort of things last.If they would it would be awesome for us.Then we wouldnt have to search far and wide for the perfect one.But maybe if we do then we will actually find the true perfect soulmate.Well I shouldnt talk much about this topic so good luck to all the couples out there and to the singles...Ill be there for you:D HEHE;P

EMOTIONAL!!!!!!

2010-04-22T18:42:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone!!!Today I wanna talk about how emotional I am.Today something happened in school and it was just a small thing but I overeacted badly.I really didin't mean to be like that but I was in a bad mood to begin with.Im sorry to all my friends especially YK and Claire cause I think it affected you both the most.I dont know what happened and I felt fine and controlled but then I just snapped so ya.Sorry again.And YK seemed really mad at me after that.I know you'll say something like you werent and I just shouldnt get so emotional but I still feel as bad.Sometimes I feel worse when you say you're not mad at me.Im really weird but thats just me.Oh ya if any of you find me annoying or whatever in anyway,please tell me.I really cant stand being annoying cause if I annoy you I just get annoyed at myself.Haha.Ok not much to tell.Had a really bad headache since Tuesday and been sick for the past 3 weeks.So annoying.Had alot of oral and lisan tests too.Dont know why I managed to enjoy them last year but this year Im really nervous.Really stressed now too.Will try to relax if not he will get worried.Sigh.Gotta go but Ill post something soon.BYE!

Money,money,money!

2010-04-17T11:49:00.002+08:00

Hey everybody!!!!!!!Things in my life have calmed down a bit and everything is not so hectic anymore.My illness is also almost going away.I only have a slight cough left.During the past two weeks the sick bug started from Jiun Yee and Sazali then to me and Zhi Min then Michelle and Darren then to Sarah and Qin Jean and on Friday Reduwan had a slight fever but after a while he was ok.The fever mostly lasted for two days then after that we would have cough or flu.I think this sick streak has ended already.Thank goodness for that.Now,a few days ago,I asked my parents for some money to buy something.And my mom asked me whether I thought that money grew on trees.And I said yes.Money grows from trees.Money is made from paper and paper is made from trees right.Haha so next time someone asks you that,you can say exactly what I said.I wonder how that person would reply.I dont really have much to say anymore so Ill talk to you guys soon.BYE!;P

P.S:Happy early Birthday to Qin Jean!!!!!!!:)

Desire!!!!!!!!!! and you lost it...

2010-04-14T18:57:00.002+08:00

Hey everybody!!!!!!Im really sorry if my blog is becoming boring.Its just that its been a busy few months and stuff.Today lets talk about the word ''DESIRE''.Im quite sure that everyone has their own desire right.Maybe a desire to own something or maybe to achieve something.I have many things I want now but I only have a few desires.I cant tell you what they are though.Thats private.There definitely is a big difference between wants and desires though.Wants are normal things like getting good results in your exams or eating something you want.Desires are things that you really want and maybe even need.Some people's desire is to become a successful business men in the future or maybe to find true love.Its something worth working towards.But in life you dont always get what you want.Thats why I totally dont support the saying''What you want is what you get''.Im so against it.It should be''What you want you dont always get''.At least this saying doesant let you have high hopes and in the end they are torn down.Sigh...Ya so thats it for now.Im running out of things to say so I seriously need some ideas from you guys.Help out k.See you soon!

Busy busy busy

2010-04-10T12:07:00.002+08:00

Hey everybody!Sorry I havent posted much recently.I have just been so busy with everything.This week is super annoying.Oral test for both BM and BI and computer project.Homework.Studies.Sports.Friendship problems.Choir practice.Choir performance.Prize giving day.Tuition.And most annoying SICKNESS!I had a fever and a very bad sorethroat.I totally lost my voice and on the day of the performance I couldnt go cause of a seriously bad gastrick.Why am I so unlucky this week?!I seriously need a break with no work and worries.Lets just hope prefect camp is not next week.Im so not prepared for it and Im totally too busy for it.The thing is that its compulsory so I definitely have to go.I just hope that I can get everything done on time.Busy now so Ill post something another time k.Bye!

SPORTS DAY!

2010-04-03T11:51:00.002+08:00

Hey People!Yesterday was AWESOME!It was my school's sports day and I had a load of fun.I didin't take part in any events but I did marching.It was so hot I could feel the sweat droplets falling down my back.And in the end my house got second.Yeah!!!!!^^ Then came the running events.I have to state the truth that every single person in my school knows...Wendy is AWESOME!I totally support her.She is freaking fast on the race track.She keeps breaking the record.Then I support Claire as well.She came so close to beating Wendy.Try again next year k.;p The ground that day was really wet and slippery so tons of people fell down.Dont feel bad k YK.It wasnt your fault so yeah.Then I went to survey the school cause its part of my probate duty.I did it with Michelle and it was super fun.OK I dont want to drag on too long so to cut a long story short...my house didint win this year.Not even second which is sad.Sigh...But there is always next year so no worries.Congrats to yellow and green houses for winning.Hopefully we will win next year.OK OK.Gotta go now.Talk to you next time:)

COOKIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-26T18:04:00.002+08:00

Hey everybody!!!!!!!!!I feel so hyper right now!!!!!!I just totally LOVE CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!Especially Famous Amos chocolate chip cookies.They are absolutely awesome!I love that feeling when you bite into it,it is crunchy and the chocalate chips start to melt in your mouth forming the perfect combination.Just like a beautiful rainbow after a heavy rain to balance things out.Right now,it would be awesome if things could be more balanced.Its already been one week after holidays but my friends and I are still not in the mood to start studying again.Classes are a drag and so is co-curriculum.We had to choose who was going to join in the events on Sports Day and something unfortunate happened.So annoying.We also had a lot of homework and our

attitude in class and homework is going to affect our midterm marks which is also really annoying.Maybe it can help us get good marks but I already minus one mark cause I didint pass up bc.Argh!Of all the subjects why must it be bc.Its the only subject that I got a c and it totally ruins my mood.All this annoying stress is so frustrating.I have been feeling a little off the edge recently.I get annoyed easily which is obvious because I have said annoying a lot in this post.The thing that keeps making me feel better is my friends.Thank you so much Shaun,Claire,YK,QJ Mich,Hui Mei,Sara,Pui Xian and so many others for being there with me.I had a lot of fun with you guys the past week.We kept debating and playing around and it totally makes school more interesting.

I love you guys so much k.See you in school;p

CHANGE

2010-03-20T12:41:00.003+08:00

Hey everybody!!One week has passed and we're back to school in just 2 days.Today I want to bring up the topic of Change.As we grow up we Change and become more mature.We have different views compared to when we're smaller.We become more independent and on certain occasions..even rebellious.But then we go to the next stage and Change again and it goes on...But have you ever Changed back?Has your body,soul and mind ever tried going back to the way it used to be.I dont know.Maybe thats happening to me.Recently I have been missing my past alot.Liking the things I used to like but stopped.Being the way I used to be.But then after I have had my fun,I was pulled out of that world back into reality.And I realized again that that has already passed.Its hard to describe that sort of feeling because it rarely happens.Sometimes Change is good.It brings you into a new place of mind and you will see things differently.But when you think back,you will feel rather sad to be leaving that childish part of you behind.I just wished the Change Im going through were the right way around...

Missing them...

2010-03-16T12:34:00.005+08:00

Hey people.Ok I found something to post about.If you have facebook and you have added me,I uploaded some pictures and the album is called ''beauty in a shell''.There are 5 photos and my description each have meanings behind them.The first picture is about the four seasons.I posted it on a post before.The second picture is water swirling and forming a whirlpool.The third is rain.Then its a picture of dew and lastly a spider web.The captions that I put on the pictures are''The four seasons escaped through a crack in time''.''A twist in time''.''Teardrops from the pouring rain''.''A fragment of memory''.''Someday we will meet again.'' This means that time suddenly broke out and lurched forward when no one was expecting it.It sent us into confusion and it tore us apart.It even brought us to tears...tears as much as the rain.It will always remain a part of us and hopefully someday we will meet again.I just felt like this cause on Thursday I might be going out with my primary friends and I just realized how much I actually miss them.Its been two years but yet it seems like just yesterday we parted for the next milestone in our life.

Hey Pet Bro!!!!!!;p

2010-03-16T11:42:00.003+08:00

Hey everybody!!!!!!!!Haha! I just read my pet bro's blog and Im so hyper right now.It really makes me feel good whenever I read or see this kind of things.And Im really happy because he and I can share our problems and feelings with each other.It seems so natural compared to talking about this kind of things with other guys.Maybe its because we had a good past with each other thats why we're so close now.Its been awesome knowing you and hanging out with you.For some reason when Im with you I can act myself and I dont have to worry about keeping my image or whatever.Whenever I have problems I can always go to you and you try to help me.Even if you dont succeed you always make me feel better by dragging me out from that wormhole back into reality.Haha!I rarely tell you this kind of things cause you have your own life now with her.So I try not to interfere too much or I might annoy you.Haha.Maybe Im telling you this things cause I feel it strongly right now or it might just be because Im bored and hyper.Haha.People!The story below is either funny or sad so ya.depends on your opinion.Hopefully it would never turn out like this.Haha;p

AFTER ENGAGEMENT

HE: Yes, I've waited so long for this

SHE: Do U want me to leave?

He: No don't even think of it

SHE: Did U love me?

HE: Yes i did, I'm doing & I'll do

SHE: Did U ever cheat me?

HE: I'll die than doing it

SHE: Will U kiss me?

HE: Surely, that's my pleasure

SHE: Will U hurt me?

HE: No way. I'm not such a kind person

SHE:Can I trust U?

HE: Yes

SHE: Oh dear

AFTER WEDDING
>>read it back from bottom to top<<

After exam talkativeness:)

2010-03-13T21:15:00.003+08:00

Hey everybody!!!!!Sorry for not posting anything nice recently.I've just lost my inspiration and have been seriously busy.But now that exams are over and most of my marks have been known,I keep getting alot of chitter-chatter about it.My friend said that she wanted to stop breathing a day or stop living one day.That isnt possible unless you are dead and if you are that would just make us sad:( Sleep more.You will breath less and act like you're dead.Haha.Joking;p But its true.Sleep is the best meditation.And we do have to go through a lot of bumpy roads along our lives but thats just the way it is.Life is never perfect after all.We have to learn the rope of life by slowly untying its knots.And you have to slowly earn whats meant to be yours through sacrifice and hardwork.

Recently I have become alot more popular compared to last year.Goodbye low profile TT.I tried to keep things low last year so that I wont attract too much attention to myself but ever since I became a probate and stuff,....well lets just say me trying to keep my low profile right now is harder than the great wall of china-_-After a while,when you're out on a limb,the whole world is at your feet.You can do anything you want and still end up with more.Thats not what I want though.I just want my normal life with my friends and family.Thats it.Dont get disappointed that I didnt join the competition ok.Im just tired of being too popular.The higher you are,the greater the fall.You may think Im weird because I think like that but its my opinion.This doesant mean you have to follow it.Well this is an extra long post so Im going to stop now.Quite long-winded;p Bye!

FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

2010-03-10T17:51:00.003+08:00

YO!!!!!!!EXAM'S ARE FINALLY OVER!!!!WHOA!!!!!!We're FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! AWESOME!!!!I already got a few of my results and they are ok except for chinese.Im so scared about bm and sejarah.OH MY GOODNESS!But then next week got a break.YES!!!WHOA!I havent been so hyper in quite a while.Wanna go have fun now so Ill post soon.

Hyper!!!!!!!!

2010-03-06T19:07:00.004+08:00

Hey everybody!!!!!Its exam period!!!EEEEK!!!!!!Totally so not ready for it but who is.Haha.The past week my friends and I have been in a really playful mood.No one is ready for exam at all.With all the new probates and all the bomba stuff and new timetables...life has been crazy.But I totally find it fun.Haha.I like to be busy.I LOVE!!!!!!!! my class!!!!!!It is so awesome!!We have so much fun together.Haha.Okok thought up another random poem and it doesant really have a meaning.Sort of just asking you to PaRtY!!!!!!!!!!WHOA!!!!!!

Taking it up another step

Revving it up a whole new set

We'll be taking it all the way

And we do this everyday day.

HAHA!Dont know.Feel really hyper right now.Ill post something soon k!;p

Play Play Play!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-02T18:17:00.003+08:00

Hey everybody ok.Today my friends and I had a play and it was super fun!I havent had a group activity like that since last year and I managed to do it with my favourite group.Wai Leong,Xi Li,Zhi Min,Qin Jean...thanks a lot for today.And also thanks to Ilmi and Tat Loon.It was fun hanging out with you guys.Thanks Jiun Yee as well for shutting Alvin's mouth.That part wasnt so good.I wouldnt have taken it to heart if no one mentioned it much.Now I just wish that I did it tomorrow and not today.

I've been trying to keep it smooth,

To prevent it from bursting through the roof.

Why cant I go back in time?

To rewind and fix my line.

Haha just a random poem I thought of when I was frustrated.For some reason when Im depressed I can write really well.But Im not depressed anymore so Im out of things to write for now.Haha!See you soon!

P.S:YK!!!!!Im still really sorry about what I did during com class k.SORRY!:(

Destiny is life and life are memories while they lead to answers...

2010-02-26T18:20:00.003+08:00

Hey everybody!!!!I got a poem here that I wanna share k.

Destiny,

Is one thing that no one knows,

That strikes you by surprise,

As quiet as little tip-toes,

And might strike every sunrise.

Life,

Is like a pair of dice,

And everything counts on luck,

But with effort,even a mile,

Worths the effort of ten.

Memories,

Simple like flashbacks,

Has its own impact,

And every event counts,

Whether happiness or sadness.

Answers,

The key to every question,

Makes a great impact on us,

Answers to destiny,life and long lost memories,

Are the things that pin us down.

Recently I have been busy with tons of things so I havent posted much.And my exams are coming soon so I wont have much time to post anything.But why dont you take some time to think about what this poem says.Ill see you guys soon.

Feelings...

2010-02-17T18:28:00.002+08:00

Hey everybody!!!!!Its been a while.OK.A few days ago,one of my friends told me about her problems.I'm going to use an example to describe her problem.Say you have a best friend(Jane) and you have known Jane ever since you were toddlers.And you have been with Jane until high school.But then when both of you reached college,Jane started leaving you for another person(Jill).For a while,you manage to control your feelings but one day when you and Jill have a fight,Jane supports her instead of you.How would you feel?Wouldnt you just be depressed,dejected,annoyed,sad,angry.....I can name a lot more feelings.But you should get over it.Its hard..very hard...maybe not for everyone.But still...There are 3 ways to handle this.You can ignore Jane for the rest of your life and the friendship between you two would be totally destroyed.You also can go up to Jane and Jill and start scolding them but I dont encourage this at all.Or you can just talk to Jane and ask her to spend more time with you.Dont expect it to go back to the way it used to be.Even if you hang out a lot you have already been hurt so at the back of your mind you will always remember this. And most importantly is that you cant ask her to totally be with you and forget Jill.It might just annoy her and in time she will hate you.Man!So many of this sort of cases nowadays.Its painful but it will keep happening.Just remember,if they love you as you love them,they wouldnt hurt you like that if not there is something wrong.

CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!

2010-02-12T18:55:00.003+08:00

Hey everybody!!!!!!Happy Chinese New Year!!!!!I cant believe that its finally holiday.Even though its only a week I feel so hyper!School has been so annoying and tiring this first month,Im just so glad that we have a break. Everyone is totally in the festive swing.I hardly paid attention during class today.My friends and I were joking around so bad that we almost died laughing.LOL;P My probation is getting along fine and people are slowly forgetting what happened two weeks ago.That is so great.I also met a lot of new friends in school.And to my new friends here in my blog...WELCOME! Its great that people are reading my blog because I want to improve my English as well.You may say that it is already very good but I think that there always is room for improvement.Oh ya.Please dont mind my pet brothers...they are just here for me.Man!Right after Chinese New Year,my school has a selection for Sport's Day and I'll be so busy.I want to join the long jump event but I'm not sure if I'll make it.And I'm so tired of running.I still haven't really recovered from the cross-country race.Sigh...should exercise more.Hmm...need to grow taller too.Claire I want to be as tall as you.:p .....What should I write next?...Hmm...Ok my mind went blank.Nevermind!I'll post more another time ok?Bye!

Truth or Dare...

2010-02-06T21:28:00.003+08:00

''Hey Truth or Dare?...Truth!...Who do you like?...SHIT!...How about dare?...Kiss the person you like....WTH!''

Haha dare is even more crazy then truth.Nowadays my friends and I find truth too boring so we play just dare by spinning a bottle.During my school's cross-country,my friends and I spent our free time playing this game.It was soooo funny!!!It wasnt as fun as last year's race though.Last year was at a park and it was way more cooling and interesting.This year was easier and I managed to get number 13 which is ok.Last year I got top 30 then this year top 20 so I improved.There are alot of things I prefered about last year's race but I wont go into that.Today my school had our second prefect interview and tons of my friends were chosen to go.If they get chosen as probates then about half of my class will be probates.They said that it was harder than the first interview so I really hope they will get it.It would be awesome if we had more form 1 probates cause next year we will be leaving them and going to the senior group.If not we would have to help out next year like the form 3s this year.So sad.Well lets just wait and see...;p

Haha just being cheerful;p

2010-02-05T18:26:00.004+08:00

Hey everybody!!Now as I promised,Im going to post something more cheerful.Haha;p The past few days have been really good.I have seriously gotten used to my probate duty and I even find it quite fun.Haha;p Ya you may think Im weird but its ok.I said before to a friend of mine who was going through something similar to me that after a bad streak,there always is a good streak.And I guess I was right.I had gone through a seriously bad streak and now Im having a seriously good one.A few of my friends are going to go for the second prefect interview and I wish them the best of luck.Dont freak out ok.You must act confident and calm:)Apparently everyone starts at the bottom of the mountain and has to slowly climb their way up.It takes a long time and this journey of life stretches far into eternity.The road ahead is filled with two words that start with ''H''... Hardship and Hope.Even if there is something that pushes you down a dark hole everytime,there will always be a helping hand to pull you up to the light again.Haha;p sorry I may seem a bit long-winded so Ill stop now.See you soon;p

I AM ME!

2010-01-31T16:55:00.003+08:00

Hey guys!Recently alot has happened and some seriously annoying things too.Come on.That was the first time I did that sort of thing and I made a mistake.I didnt even know I did it until after I did it.I asked tons of people after that if I had offended them and some said it was my duty but next time be more polite.I totally agree with them cause even I know I did something wrong.Some people thought I was funny which is weird but fine.Then there are some people who hate me.I know I was rude to everyone but why must you hate me.Its not like I punched you did I.I just said one wrong word and you start hating me.I did it because teacher asked me to.She didnt ask me to scold everyone so it is still my fault.But hate is a big word.Dislike and hate has so much difference.If you dont know me as a friend and you dont know my real attitude,then dont judge me.All my friends have forgiven me for what I did because they know im not really like that.They hardly even said anything about it and when I asked them they just advised me.I love them alot.They are just like my family.Will you please just stop hurting me with things I dont want to know.Im tired of always listening to these sort of things.Im human too you know.My patience has its own limits as well.Just so you know:I am who I am.Accept me; reject me...but Im still me.

SORRY!!!

2010-01-28T18:38:00.003+08:00

Hey everybody.Im so sorry that i havent posted anything in so long.My internet connection crashed.But now its back so I can go back to blogging:)Recently my probate duty is fine and i have gotten used to it.I dont really mind it that much.but today something happened that was seriously embarrassing.i dont mind going out everday but i shouldnt have done that.i dont even know why i did it.for some reason this morning i was in a really bad mood and i did it instictively.sigh...ok to all my prefect friends out there.im really sorry for wat i did.ill try to be more strict but more polite...and to stay away from the microphone as much as possible.To every single other person in my school,seriously sorry.didint mean to do that.Haha also sorry to people not from my school.this is just for my school mates.ill post something more interesting soon.bye;p

LOVE STORY!!!!!!

2010-01-17T19:25:00.001+08:00

Hey I just read this somewhere and its awesome la.ENJOY!~~ LOVE STORY~~ ♥♥ A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty and he said no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the ...boy grabbed her arm and said... You're not pretty you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die... ♥♥ ~~THE END~~ ♥♥

PREFECT!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-17T18:12:00.003+08:00

Hey everybody!!!!!!Guess what!I went for a prefect interview and it was seriously scary.I guess it turned out ok but everyone was really scared as well...except for Shaun I guess.Im not really sure why I went.Maybe of an adrenaline rush again or my friends kept forcing me.I keep getting adrenaline rushes now which is good in some ways and bad in others.I get very hyper when I have it but after I have it I just dont have any strength left.I usually get it during English class cause I need inspiration when I write essays so I end up enjoying BI alot.Ok.Back to the topic.Its a huge responsibility to become a prefect and we have to go through a long time of probation.But it should be ok.Not really going to post much till I have settled down a bit ok.Now everything is so busy eventhough its just the beginning of the year.Good Luck to all my fellow probationers(Alvin,Xin Yi,Shaun,Jo Yee,Chloe...).I wanna become closer with Cadie,Kah Yan,Shin Yiing,Chloe,Joyee,Maryam...Its all thanks to Shaun that we're friends now:)I also hope that I get along well with the prefects.Hope all of us can be friends!;p

The Sun and the Moon

2010-01-10T19:08:00.004+08:00

Hey everybody!!!!!The first week of school has just passed and I have already got a ton of stress.haha.But ill still have time to post some things.You know...have you always wondered how magnificent the sun was and how beautiful the moon is?They are both alike in space but somehow there is something about them that makes them opposites.The sun gives us warmth and whenever it is shining brightly on us we can feel reassured that we are safe and protected.On the other hand,when the moon is out in the sky at night,it guides our way through the darkness of the night and gives off a soothing feeling.But when we see them when its either day or night,we still feel reassured that there is someone that created these wonderous things.God created these things and He will always be there for us guiding us through our lives,protecting us,giving us light,just like the sun and the moon.

Worlds apart yet captivatingly alike...

Qi Li Xiang by Jay Chow

2010-01-04T19:14:00.007+08:00

Hey everyone!Today is the first day of school and it was ok.My class got a few new people but most of us are from 1sp.Today I got a song that remings me alot of my past.It means alot to me and only my primary school friends would know why.If you dont understand chinese,I translated it for you.

窗外的麻雀在電線桿上多嘴
chuang wai de ma que / zai dian xian gan shang duo zui
The sparrow outside the window is
being noisy on the electrical wire

妳說這一句很有夏天的感覺
ni shuo zhe yi ju / hen you xia tian de gan jue
You say that this sentence has a lot of that
summer feeling

手中的鉛筆在紙上來來回回
shou zhong de qian bi / zai zhi shang lai lai hui hui
The pencil in [my] hand, goes back and forth
on the paper

我用幾行字形容妳是我的誰
wo yong ji hang zi xing rong ni shi wo de shui
I use a few lines to describe who you are to me

秋刀魚的滋味貓跟妳都想了解
qiu dao yu / de zi wei / mao gen ni dou xiang liao jie
The taste of sanma fish, the cat and you both
want to understand

初戀的香味就這樣被我們尋回
chu lian de xiang wei jiu zhe yang bei wo men xun hui
The fragrance of first love was rediscovered by
us just like that

那溫暖的陽光像剛摘的鮮豔草莓
na wen nuan/de yang guang/xiang gang zhai de xian yan
cao mei
That warm sunlight, is like the brillant freshly-picked
strawberries

你說妳捨不得吃掉這一種感覺
ni shuo ni she bu de chi diao zhe yi zhong gan jue
You say you can't bear to eat up this feeling

雨下整夜我的愛溢出就像雨水
yu xia zheng ye / wo de ai yi chu jiu xiang yu shui
Rain falls the whole night, my love overflows
just like rainwater

院子落葉跟我的思念厚厚一疊
yuan zi luo ye / gen wo de si nian hou hou yi die
The fallen leaves in the yard, thickly overlaps
with my lingering thoughts

幾句是非也無法將我的熱情冷卻
ji ju shi fei / ye wu fa jiang wo de re qing leng que
A few words of dispute, cannot cool my warmth

妳出現在我詩的每一頁
ni chu xian zai wo shi de mei yi ye
You appear in my poem's every page

雨下整夜我的愛溢出就像雨水
yu xia zheng ye / wo de ai yi chu jiu xiang yu shui
Rain falls the whole night, my love overflows
just like rainwater

窗台蝴蝶像詩裡紛飛的美麗章節
chuang tai hu die / xiang shi li fen fei de mei li zhang jie
Butterfly on the window sill, is like the beautiful
chapter that flutters about in the poem

我接著寫把永遠愛妳寫進詩的結尾
wo jie zhe xie / ba yong yuan ai ni xie jin shi de jie wei
I continue to write, to write my eternal love for
you into the poem's ending

妳是我唯一想要的了解
ni shi wo wei yi xiang yao de liao jie
You are the only understanding I want

那飽滿的稻穗幸福了這個季節
na bao man / de dao sui / xing fu le zhe ge ji jie
That fulfilling ear of rice, made this season happy

而妳的臉頰像田裡熟透的蕃茄
er ni de lian jia xiang tian li shou tou de fan qie
Yet your cheek is like the rippened tomato in the fields

妳突然對我說七里香的名字很美
ni tu ran / dui wo shuo / qi li xiang de ming zi hen mei
You suddenly say to me, "Qi Li Xiang" this name
is very beautiful

我此刻卻只想親吻妳倔強的嘴
wo ci ke que zhi xiang qin wen ni jue qiang de zui
Yet at this moment I can only think of kissing
your stubborn lips

New year's ppl!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-31T12:13:00.000+08:00

YO!Its NEW YEAR'S EVE people!!!!!Tomorrow will be a new year and hopefully an awesome year.Everyone will be waiting exitedly for the new year and in every single place in the world,a countdown can be heard.As the clock strikes 12,the sky will be filled with roars of celebration and fireworks.It also means that school is starting soon.I dont know if that is a good thing or a bad thing.To some people,they might like it because they can see their friends again but to some other people that dont like studies and school,they might not like it and still feel lazy after the hols.Its

gonna be a tough year for some people because they are facing some important exams like UPSR,PMR AND SPM.So good luck to them all.I got a poem for u guys.pls enjoy;p

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,

When the road your trudging seems all uphill,

When the funds are low and the debts are high,

And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,

When care is pressing you down a bit

Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and its turns,

As everyone of us sometimes learns,

And many a failure turns about

When they might have won, had they stuck it out.

Don't give up though the pace seems slow,

You may succeed with another blow.

Often the struggler has given up

When he might have captured the victors cup;

And he learned too late when the night came down,

How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out

The silver tint of the clouds of doubt

And you never can tell how close you are,

It may be near when it seems so far;

So stick to the fight when your hardest hit,

It's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit!

All truth no lie;p

2009-12-27T21:19:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone!I got over a seriously bad mood swing yesterday and I have sort of calmed down a little.Really sorry for such an emo post.Some of you may not get it cause its mostly for a few people only.Sorry Yi Khai if I got you mad or worried.Ill try to hold it in next time.Ok.Today I wanna talk about the word''truth''.What exactly does this word mean?Is it just a word with no meaning at all?Or do people say the meaning of this word but do not actually mean it.Sometimes you may not want to tell the truth because it might hurt someone else or to get you out of trouble.But we might

as well say the truth than to lie.The truth does hurt sometimes but it is way better than to sin.You call it one tiny white lie but in the end its a big black sin.You will also end up hurting that person alot more compared to if you had just told the truth.So here.I got a little poem for you guys.

Tell me im clever

Tell me im kind

Tell me im talented

Tell me im cute

Tell me im sensitive

Graceful and wise

Tell me im perfect

But tell me the truth.

Lonely...

2009-12-26T22:53:00.000+08:00

Hey!This post will be sort of moody and emo cause im just venting out my feelings right now.I feel like im losing my best friends.They seem to be slipping from my fingers again.Why does this keep happening to me?You ask me in what way I feel lonely?Its in that way when you are surrounded by people but you are actually alone in your heart.You guys might still be my friends but your no longer really there for me.I get it that you have your own lives to live and more important people but I have been hoping so badly that things would still be the same.It turns out that what I hoped for was the impossible huh.You guys changed...alot.Its like you dont even know me anymore.And you asking me how im lonely is proof that we are not close anymore.Usually you could just tell how I feel by talking to me.But now I actually have to worry and get emo about it.So annoying.And this is just like dejavu.Cause when I was small,I lost my childhood guy bffs as well.Is it my fault that it always turns out this way?Or is it that its meant to be like that with me?This isnt the first time I have been worrying for you guys.The other time Xin Yi managed to sort things out for me and I was so happy for that.But as time passed things just went from bad to worse.I feel tired already.If I keep worrying like this I wont be able to concentrate on other things in my life and just get too stressed.So if I cant do anything about it...I just want to stop thinking about it.I dont want to keep stressing over it and to just forget it.Anyway im sure it wont matter to you guys.You all have other important people to you.Its not that im not happy for you.Its just that I cant help feeling jealous about it.Haha...Sorry ok.I didint mean it so harshly.Mood swing.Its passed now so just forget it...

P.S:Sorry for the emo post everyone.I wont do this often.

Christmas...

2009-12-25T21:15:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone.First things first,Merry Christmas!I cant believe time has passed so fast once again.It seems like autumn had just arrived and now its already the beginning of winter.Even though Malaysia doesant experiance the four seasons,I can just imagine autumn and winter.The soft,cool air blowing across my face as I stroll through the deep woods,the shadows being casted under my feet as nightfall approaches,the final glimpse of sunlight shining

through the thick clutter of trees.The leaf-strewn pathway rustles as I walk upon them,leaving my footprints in the white snow.And as I escape from the thicket of trees,I see smoke gathering like a cloud coming from the chimney of a lone house in all that white space.I enter that house and close the door.The warmth of the air floods around me and the chill of the winter evening is forgotten.I fall on my armchair by the fireplace,the heat surrounding me,the rustic smell of pine trees and music at a soft volume being played....We should just treasure time.

What is life if full of care,we have no time to stand and stare.No time to stand beneath the boughs,and stare as long as sheep or cows...

Rain...

2009-12-20T17:40:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone.Recently I have been shedding alot of tears...all of them silent in the dark,cold night.For some reason this christmas is a cold and moody one.It keeps raining now and its the perfect setting for a sad and lonely day.But now I am a little better plus problems sleeping though.So Im always tired now.But I took a quiz on facebook about which quote fits me the best.The answer I got was:''A true friend sees the first tear...catches the second...and stops the third.''It really fits me cause I love helping my friends with their problems but then I think,why arent there people to help me when Im in pain?Is it that I have to suffer alone and hide my feelings while I help other people?Its really annoying when I think about it like that but Im sort of used to it alr.Somehow I just want to stop all the pain my friends go through but when I do that,all their pain transfers to me.Haha.Its raining now.Maybe thats why Im so emo.The rain always makes me like this but for some reason...I love the rain.

PS:When you flew away,you took my inspiration along with you.But now that your back,it has returned to me.Its like it follows you everywhere...WEIRD!

Traveling...

2009-12-15T10:10:00.001+08:00

Hey everyone!!!!!Recently hols have been really interesting but now its back to the same routine...computer,tv,reading,eating,exercise,sleep.Super boring!!!!!!!I totally wish that camp didint end so soon.This hols I traveled to alot of places.I went to Melaka with my school then I went to Bido,Tanjung Tuala and Ipoh with my parents then I went to Port Dickson for my church camp.It was awesome la.I wanna get out of the house more but there is nothing to do.Sigh...Alot of my friends are also out station now so no use calling them.Well,I dont really have much inspiration right now.Really sorry for the short post.

All roads lead to Rome in the past.But in Malaysia,all roads lead to KL.;p

It takes a lifetime to find love...

2009-12-10T16:57:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone!!!!I just found out something today.Firstly,I just want all my friends and me to be like bros and sis.For some reason I feel like I have changed and its so weird.Ever since I went to camp I have felt like that.But in some ways it isnt a bad thing.Alot of people keep saying I have grown more mature but I dont really feel the same way about that.I feel just the same.But my views towards some things have changed.Man,I wish I could grow taller faster.All the guys my age are taller than me and its quite annoying because I used to be taller than them.Sigh...Today I realized something.

It takes a lifetime to find love and we must wait for God's assistance...

Good things must come to an end...

2009-12-08T09:51:00.000+08:00

Hey everybody!!!!!!!I still cant get over camp being over!!!!!It was awesome this year.Maybe cause I was in the senior class this year and most of my friends are in the senior class.On the last night we even stayed up till 1.30a.m.super fun la!The vid above was on the last day of camp and some of the senior senior guys sang the song for us.It was super funny.At the camp I met alot of new friends like Samantha(had trouble with our nicknames=sam/sammy) and Matthew.I also met alot of old friends like Hong Li ,Stephanie ,Sarah.......This time Rachel went as well so it was super fun!I so cant wait for next year's camp and its not just because of my friends,its because of everyone who went this year.I really hope everyone who went this year to turn up next year and many others who didint come this year to come.It is such a great place to learn about the word of God and its super fun.Too bad it had to end so soon.

As they all say,good things must come to an end...

WHAT GOD HATH PROMISED...

2009-12-06T12:26:00.000+08:00

Hey everybody!!!!!I just got back from my camp yesterday and it was super awesome.I had so much fun this year especially since I was in the senior class.I cant wait to go again next year;p.I have something to share with you guys k.

WHAT GOD HATH PROMISED

God hath not promised

Skies always blue,

Flower-strewn pathways

All our lives through;

God hath not promised

Sun without rain,

Joy without sorrow,

Peace without pain.

But God hath promised

Strength for the day

Rest for the labour,

Light for the way,

Grace for the trials,

Help from above,

Unfailing sympathy,

Undying love.

Random yet interesting...

2009-11-30T10:11:00.000+08:00

Hey everybody!!!Sorry but this is my last post for this week.Im going to be away for a week starting today till next week.Not really sure what to post.Totally random today.

An intriguing invitation.

A revealing discovery.

A promise of adventure.

A whispered romance.

A question answered.

A secret kept.

An intriguing invitation to a mysterious land...

A revealing discovery of a hidden treasure...

A promise of adventure from the wind-blowned pirates...

A whispered romance from a secret admirer...

A question answered from the lips of a stranger...

A secret kept in the heart of a friend.

You wanna know something?There will always be a point in your life that you go looking for someone.Just as you thought you found love,it found you first,at the most unexpected time and at the most unexpected person.You yourself will know you are ready to enter the land of love when you see everything as they really are.Sometimes love could really wear you out but thats what keeps you going nonetheless.True love doesant have a happy ending because true love does not end.

The Earth and The Moon

2009-11-27T14:42:00.000+08:00

AWESOMEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!New Moon is totally awesome.I watched it yesterday and it was so intense.I totally loved it.Everything was so perfect and everyone was paying so much attention to the show.At the end of the show some people even clapped their hands.It was funny but sad and there were so many love scenes.I dont want to give too much details just in case I spoil it for you guys.Ok...Taylor is super HOT!There was this scene when he.....Haha.Sorry I cant tell you.You just have to watch it yourself.All I can tell you is that it was so good that even the row closest to the screen was full of people.

Ok.Next topic is about 2012.You know some people dont believe that the world might end during 2012.I hope it wont but no one really knows when it will end.One thing for sure is that the world will end.There isnt really much that we can do since it is unpreventable.

Since this is the case,maybe we should just fast-track a few things so we could achieve more than the usual dose before the world really ends.

Stars!!!!!

2009-11-25T11:19:00.000+08:00

Hey everybody!!!!For some reason,recently I have really been into the sort of teenage girly stuff and that is so wierd.Today I'm going to tell you my favourite super stars.My favourite female artist and actress will probably be Taylor Swift.She is a super pretty person and her music is great.Eventhough I'm not a big fan of country music but her songs are mostly about love.So I love them.My favourite song has to be''Teardrops On My Guitar''.Its about when she was younger and a guy named Drew chose someone else over her.She is seriously amazing to be able to write songs according to her emotions.

OK.My favourite male actor is Taylor Lautner.He is super hot and I'm quite a big fan of the Twilight Saga.But I prefer the books compared to the movie.New Moon is coming out soon.Just 2 more days left.Totally cant wait.F.Y.I:New Moon is 18 above in 1Utama and 13 above in Curve,Cineleisure.Taylor acts as Jacob Black in the Twilight Saga and is Bella's BFF.He has also done other projects like''The Adventures of Sharkboy and Lavagirl'' and recently he has done a movie with Taylor Swift called''Valentine's Day''.He is a boy-next door kind of guy and is actually mix Dutch,French,German and Native American.

Next person is Justin Bieber.He isnt really my most favourite but he is a new artist.His album was just released about 8 days ago.His music is a combination of pop and R&B.He is only 15 and I think his voice isnt totally matured yet but his music is nice.All his songs are about love and it really appeals to me.I agree with my friends that he is cute but he isnt really my type.Some of his nice songs are''One Time'',''One Less Lonely Girl'',''Love Me'' and ''Favourite Girl''.Go listen to them ok?See you soon;p

Flowers.......

2009-11-23T09:16:00.000+08:00

Hey guys!I have finally found the rose that I like.This red rose is the colour of blood red and if your one of my close friends,you would know that blood red is my favourite colour.I have been searching for a blood red rose and I finally found a picture of it.Too bad I cant see a real one.Different coloured roses each have their own meaning.A red rose means:I love you.A white rose means:innocence.A yellow rose means:jealousy.(Not sure if its true.)

My second favourite flower is cherry blossoms,also known as sakura.These flowers usually bloom during spring.Cherry blossom to the Japanese is an omen of good fortune and is also an emblem of love,affection and also represents spring.Cheery blossoms can also be eaten,both flower and leaf.During Japanese weddings sakurayu(salt-pickled blossoms in hot water) is drunk in place of green tea.

Flowers are very beautiful things and each one has a special meaning,a special fragrance,a special design.We must preserve them so that our future generation might share them as well.Some flowers like the rose and cherry blossom has its own season when it would shine and greet everyone.But it also has its seasons when it would be in deep slumber.I might never get to see my two favourite flowers but I know that

The eye will see what it is meant to see.

Girl's post

2009-11-21T16:09:00.000+08:00

OK.Hey everyone!!!!!This post is mostly for girls.Sorry guys!;p Every girl around my age should start liking clothes right so you would probably have your favourite stores and... I just started liking clothes a while back but I cant really buy them cause it would burn a hole in my dad's pocket.LOL!The pics of clothes that I posted are from some of my fav shops.The two dresses on the left are from NICHII!!!!The grey dress below that is from FOREVER 21.The two jeans below are from LEVIS and DOROTHY PERKINS.These are some of my favourite clothing shops.I rarely buy clothes nowadays and I always prefer to go to

bookshops.But once in a while,I still like to shop for clothes.For some reason I dont really like to wear dresses much.Mostly cause I dont know where to wear them to.But some of the designs are seriously nice.I mostly like to wear jeans and long tops.Very comfy and nice.

Next topic is New Moon.Its coming out on the 26th of November and I'm super exited.Its probably not just me.Almost the whole world is waiting exitedly for it.Well 5 more days to the big day.

Lesson today....If you're a girl,you should understand how I feel.If you're a guy and you understand,....you're just gay.;p

Being held together by a thread...

2009-11-18T11:05:00.000+08:00

What happens when someone precious to you is sent to the other end of the world?Or you're separated from someone important to you for a long time?Your relationship will start to falter a bit and you will start falling apart.Have you ever felt that before?It makes the heart ache and it feels like your heart is about to break.You just feel like shouting towards the sky,hoping that your voice would reach that person.But this is all done in vain as our voices have certain limits to hold us back.And at that moment you would imagine yourself in between time and space with nothingness surrounding you.Your heart grows cold and empty and you just

feel like crying.But then...suddenly you close your eyes to a blinding light.When you open your eyes and look around,you see that person with you,standing there under the glorious sun.....The light that you saw would be the thread that would hold us together...all of us...no matter how far or close we are with each other,we are always together.

PS:SORRY ABOUT THE POST.NOT SURE WHAT HAPPENED.

Friends...again:p

2009-11-16T17:53:00.000+08:00

Hey ya'll!!!Its almost holiday soon.We only have one more day of school left.Some people may be happy about this but Im one of the people who are not.I really cant believe that time can pass so fast.It feels like just the beginning of the year when my friends and I met each other.And now we are as close as can be.I wanna say some things to my friends...

Qin Jean:Hey hey.Hope you enjoy your hols.Oh ya.dont forget to call me ah.

Xin Yi:I really hope you solve your problems k.You have to call me too ah.Hehe!:P

Michelle:Cant wait to see you again next year.Lets keep in touch.

Shaun:Hey thanks for such a fun year this year k.Hope to meet up again next year.

Yi Khai:Thanks for being such a sweet little bro to me.Haha!:p

Reduwan:Hey!Cant wait to play badminton with you next year.:P

Taka:Hey hey!Enjoy your hols k!!!!!!!!!!

Always remember...Friendship is the root to all things...

Soap of steel????????????

2009-11-11T18:20:00.000+08:00

Hey everybody!!!!!!!!Whoa!After 2 weeks of gruesome exams,my friends and i are totally free!!!!!Now its just about getting our results and relax relax relax.Ahhh...OK.So do you get the two pics I posted.Do you know what that is?Its a totally amazing thing made from very advanced tech.Its called stainless steel soap....Surprised?Haha.Well it really is a bar of soap made up of stainless steel.Its made up of a special carbon that that gives out a sort of smell.Your just supposed to wash your hand under running water for a few seconds and any stinky smells will go away

.It seriously works and its so cool.Nowadays people like to use the phrase seeing is believing but in this case I think that

Smelling is believing.LOL*

2009-10-24T21:16:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone!Sorry but i wont be updating for a while.Exams are in less than 2 weeks and its totally stressful for most people.We all should work hard now to get good marks.If we do then it will be worth stressing out for a while.After all,

Good things come together...And good luck to everyone for their exams!!!!!!!!!!!!

Absence makes the heart grow fonder...

2009-10-18T20:41:00.000+08:00

Hey everybody!Let me ask you something.Have you ever panicked over an exam and said that '' Im going to shut myself in my room and not come out for the whole day.I dont want to think about the tv or the computer or anything that will distract me.Not even the person I miss alot.'' Haha...Well of course everyone has.Everyone goes through the pure pressure of exams and sad to say,even me.*SIGH...*Well when you say something like that,you'll feel determined at first but what happens after you open your books?...You will find time starting to drag and 30 mins turns into 3 hours.You start feeling the pressure all on your shoulders but no matter how hard you try to concentrate,your mind keeps wandering some place else.If that happens,maybe you should take a break.Drink some water,walk around,close your eyes for a while...It will help.Those are the usual ways but the effect wont last for long.If its TV you want,watch it for a while then continue your work.Same principle with the computer.If you miss someone,call them but not for too long. It would totally help you with your work.After all,...

Absence makes the heart grow fonder...

I still believe-Hayden Panettiere

2009-10-16T10:50:00.000+08:00

Verse 1:

Somehow I know I will find a way

To a brighter day in the sun

Somewhere I know that he waits for me

Someday soon he'll see

I'm the one

I wont give up on this feeling

And nothing could keep me away...

Chorus:

Cause I still believe in destiny

That you and I were meant to be

I still wish on the stars as they fall from above

Cause I still believe,believe in love

Verse 2:

I know whats real cannot be denied

Although it may hide for awhile

With just one touch love can calm your fear

Turning all your tears into smiles

Its such a wonderous feeling

I know that my heart cant be wrong

(Repeat chorus)

Bridge:

Enough to make miracles

Change everything

Lift you from the darkness and make your heart sing

Love is forever

When you fall

Its the greatest power of all

Oh I still believe in destiny

That you and I were meant to be

I still wish on the stars as they fall from above

Cause I still believe,believe in love

Yes I still believe,believe in love

I still believe in love

I still believe,believe in love

P.S:Sorry about the little problem in the middle of the post.Amd you can find this song in my music box.

Tagged by Michelle.............

2009-10-12T11:40:00.000+08:00

RULES:Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to copy-paste this note, and answer all the questions. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged - including the person who tagged you.ABC About You Questions:

A - Available: Most of the time;p

B - BIRTHDAY: celebration?;p

C - CRUSHING ON: ........

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Water...;p

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Rachel!!!!!!!!;p

F - FAVORITE SONG: Teardrops on my guitar.Luv Taylor Swift!!!!!!!!;p

G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Gummy bears!!!!!Of course!!!!!!;p

H - HOMETOWN: Somewhere in Malaysia...

I- IN LOVE WITH: .........

J - JUGGLE: ????balls????

K - KILLED SOMEONE: Of course not!!!!

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: 6 hours.....

M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Vanilla!!!!!!YUM!!!!!!!;p

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 1 Brother

O - ONE WISH: Alot more wishes.HEHE;P

P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Rachel!!!!!!!!!!!;p

R - REASON TO SMILE: Friends and family;p

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: BOOM BOOM POW- Black Eyed Peas

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 7.00a.m....*YAWN*

U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: What sort of question is that!!!!!!!!!!

V - VEGETABLE(S): Potatoes!!!!!!!!!!;p

W - WORST HABIT: No idea;p

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: None

Y– YOYOS ARE: Not cool

Z - ZODIAC: Gemini

Random Questions
About You
Spell your name out : NOT IN THE MOOD!!!!!!
What color do you wear most? Red......;p
Least favorite color?: gray?
What are you listening to?: I gotta feeling-Black Eyed Peas
Are you happy with your life right now?: OKOK
When do you start back at school/college?: ???????????????
Less Favorite pair of shoes?: Dont have........;p
Where do you wish you were right now?: Exactly where i am.

THE CANS:
Can you dance?: ..............
Can you tie a cherry stem with you mouth?: Nope.
Can you whistle?: YUP!!!
Write with both hands?:A little.
Walk with your toes curled?: Yup!!!!
THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Maybe...
Do you believe in miracles?: Yes
Do you believe in magic?: NO
Do you believe in Santa?: No
Do you believe in Satan?: Yes
Do you know how to swim?: No...So sad!!!!!:(
Do you like roller coasters?: ooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Do you think you could handle stuff they eat on those reality shows? : Never ever
THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: Nope
Have you ever asked someone out?: Hmm......
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Yup
Have you ever been to the ocean?: YUP
Have you ever painted your nails?: YUP
THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: Not sure
What radio station do you listen to?: Hitz.fm
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: Dragon-I?
What was the last thing you bought?: Food?
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: Jonas!!!!!!!!!
THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you IM'd? : HUH?
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: Myself?
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: ...........?
CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: YUP
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: YUP
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: YUP
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: YUP
Do you cry when you get an injury?: Maybe
Do certain songs make you cry?: Not really

Are you a happy person?: I guess
What can make you happy?: Friends and family
Do you wish you were happier?: Yeah
LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken? ..............
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: ..................
What is your current hair color?: Brown
Current piercings?: Nope
Have any tattoos?: Nope
Eye color: brown
IN A BOY/GIRL:
Favorite eye color: Brown too!!!!;p
Short or long hair: Normal
Height: Tall
Best clothing:Jeans and long sleeve shirt.
HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail: Nope.
Laughed so hard you cried?: YES!!!!!!!!!HAHA!!!!!!
Cried in school: Maybe.....
Thrown up in a store: I think so.......
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: Maybe???
Gone skinny dipping: No.
WOULD YOU RATHER
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King: Duhh, McD's.
Single or Group Dates: Groups.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Neither!!!!!!Mint!!!!!!!!!!!!!;p
Strawberries or Blueberries: Strawberries
Meat or Veggies: Meat.
TV or Movie: Both
Guitar or Drums?: Both
Adidas or Nike: Nike
Chinese or Mexican: Chinese
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Corn flakes
Cake or Pie:Cake

Losers(no offense) who will take about 30 minutes to do this tag :

Michelle

Sarah

Shaun

Jolene

Yi Khai

Jo Yee

Jessica

Cinny

Carine

Myself;p

Peace begins with a smile...:)

2009-10-10T11:52:00.000+08:00

SIGH...I'm sure that everyone has had fights with their friends before.Its something that cannot be prevented.But if it keeps happening,sooner or later the friendship that took so long to be built will disappear.I learnt that from my best friends back in the past and I have to thank them for teaching me that.Because now I can tell everyone about it.Sure.Everyone has their bad moments but the thing about friendship is that you will always get back together.That's the beauty of friendship.If you are in a relationship and the two of you fight,it wont just damage your relationship as a couple but as friends too.Do you really want to throw all that away just because of a fight?And the thing is,when you fight,you hurt each other alot but you also hurt the friends around you who are trying to support you.And again I have to mention friendship.Even when friends fall down they will just jump right up again just like a little wobbly man.We will always be here for you guys.So just remember...keep smiling!!!!!!!!;p

Peace begins with a smile...:)

Dedicated to perfection

2009-10-07T09:56:00.000+08:00

Hey ya'll!Sorry for not posting for so long.My friends and I just finished our projects for the whole year.Was so busy before.Now have to study for my exams so cant really blog much.I havent had much time to think of what to blog anyway.Its so hard to get good grades for our exams and its final year exams too.So its really crucial.We should just work hard and do our best.

After all,everyone is dedicated to perfection even if it hurts...

Dreams....

2009-09-29T19:02:00.000+08:00

Hmm...everyone has dreams right?Everyone has something they want.Well so do I.I want something really badly and it cant be bought using money.It has to be earned.I want to enjoy my life.I want good grades and great friends and happy family.Im almost reaching that point where my dream is fulfilled too.We must always work hard to fulfill our dreams because its never easy.

Dreams do come true but we have to make them come true,and its never easy...

Understanding....

2009-09-24T11:10:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone!Let me ask you something.Have people ever said to you'' You're so wierd,I dont get you.''or maybe''I dont understand you.'' Everyone should probably have went through that before right?But have people said it so many times that you get so annoyed you want to scream?That maybe not.

If you do then just shout''You say that you dont understand me.Well you dont have to''

Always look towards the future...

2009-09-22T15:30:00.000+08:00

SIGH....Exams are coming soon.Starting to feel the real pressure again.Projects,studies,homework, expectations,problems...HAHA...And people ask where all this stress comes from.Just need to work hard and try my best I guess.And I'm not the only one in this position so to all my friends out there just remember:

(a) The real challenge is to extend our own limitations,not just to reach them.

(b) Figure out what you want and have the courage to take it otherwise you will never have it.

(c) True courage is pursuing your dreams eventhough everyone says its impossible.

Time and Love....

2009-09-20T11:08:00.000+08:00

What are the four seasons?Are they just a period of time when the weather changes?Or the time when you get to see different things?Maybe...That would be the simple explanations of the seasons.But I would explain them to be a fragment of time.Its something that belongs to time.Time isnt just what is shown on the clock.Its something more than that...

Time is love....

Considering what I wrote above,we should treasure time.Because once time has passed it will never return.Have you ever wished that you could go back in time,even just once in your entire life,to go back in the past to fix something or enjoy it all over again? That is something that is impossible but we can look forward towards the future.Eventhough we dont know what the future brings,we can still hope and guide our way through it.

Seize the moment for passion...

Separation...

2009-09-19T11:53:00.000+08:00

Being stuck somewhere,all alone,cut off from the world,is more painful the imaginable.No phone,no computer,no tv,sounds like you're grounded.But its only temporarily.What if you were cut off from someone you loved and missed dearly and not even for a short period of time but a long time.How would that feel?I know the feeling like it was the palm of my hand.Being cut off from more than one person is torture.I always thought 3 was a nice number.Sometimes it is but in this case it is painful.SIGH...

Separation is painful....

All the 'thing' s

2009-09-18T11:11:00.000+08:00

Hmm...we go to school to learn things and just a few days ago,I learned something.Teacher asked us to make a poster and she said we could draw anything at all.Then I thought,we were allowed to draw anything we wanted but we cant draw everything we want.Why you ask. 1.Not enough time. 2.Not enough paper....But we have to draw something right,or else teacher will scold us.So...do you get it?If yes,you're good.If not,explanation is here.

We can do anything,

We cant do everything,

But we can definately do something.

In this world,we are allowed to do anything we want.We can go out with friends,go to movies,eat whatever food we want and...

We cant do everything because some things are bad like drugs and smoking...

But we'll definately get something done.We all go to school to learn,we study to become smart and useful people,and stuff like that...

Do you get it now?If you dont...SIGH...Just say tat we have to become useful people and make the right decisions.HAHA!;P

Tears...

2009-09-17T21:38:00.000+08:00

You know what...I thought it would hurt worse...I thought my tears would fall even more then it did...But I guess I didint have time to react.Everything happened so fast...in a blink of an eye,you were gone.*poof..*

Tears fall like the rain

When someone is in pain

When someone lets out their pain

They have much to gain...

Living The Moment...

2009-09-16T18:38:00.000+08:00

WOW!Today was AMAZING!I didint think it would be so fun.Eventhough it was for our project but we had a GREAT time!!We ran into some problems with the guard.He was so stubborn but he was just doing his job.I really wish I can do it again but most likely not.So I guess I just have to live the moment....

P.S.:Thanks so much to Xin Yi,Qin Jean,Shaun and Taka for making it so fun for me.;p

Moments of clarity...

2009-09-12T18:49:00.000+08:00

Just at that split second,a person could make their biggest mistake in their entire life.A second's hesitation,could take away the most important person.And that person will just become a memory.Just like a perfect feather falling from a soaring bird, floating slowly to the ground.And as the wind takes it away in its path,its feathers become ruffled...and soon it's just a remnant floating away in space...taking away the memories of a once true love...

Moments of clarity is knowing whats important in life...

Unexpected Love...

2009-09-09T18:33:00.000+08:00

One fine night I was reading late after midnight.I was fiddling with my ring.Suddenly I saw the shadow of my ring form a heart under the bright glare of my table lamp.What does this mean?...This means love can be found anywhere even at the most least expected places.

Love means everything to us...

Daily-life Hearts

2009-09-08T18:37:00.000+08:00

Doesant this look charming to you?I found it at my house exactly the way you see it now.I cant believe it is in an exact shape of a heart.It is so cute and if a guy and girl went out on their first date and saw this,it would be so romantic.Hearts are everywhere nowadays.Well this is a short post but the picture is great!!!!!!!!!

Like I Always Do

2009-09-06T16:27:00.000+08:00

You gave me a reason

Told me that I'll always be yours.
You are my desire
My heart is so on fire for you
I can't stop lovin ya lovin ya
oh no.

'Cuz i don't wanna end up in your rear view
Wanna be someone you can turn to
Baby i never wanna lose you
No there's nothin i wont do

So I watch you like a movie
I'll sing you like a song
Read you like a story
If it takes me all night long
Keep you like a secret
I'll tell you like a joke
It's true, It's true
That I'll love you like I always do.
(love you like i always do)

You are so amazing
You stepped in and saved my life
Every time we are together
My time is yours forever
My world is all yours.

I don't wanna end up in your rear view
Wanna be someone that you can turn to
Baby i never wanna lose you
No there's nothinn i wont do

So i watch you like a movie
I'll sing you like a song
Read you like a story
If it takes me all night long
Keep you like a secret
I'll tell you like a joke
It's true, It's true
That I'll love you like I always do.

Baby I'll never leave no I'll never leave you.

So i watch you like a movie
I sing you like a song
Read you like a story
If it takes me all night long
Keep you like a secret
I'll tell you like a joke
It's true, It's true
That I'll love you like I always do.

Inner-Self

2009-09-06T15:48:00.000+08:00

What does this look like to you?Some people might say this was a fairy,an angel or maybe just an anime character.But you know what I think,I think this is us. Maybe everyone is different and the picture doesant fit everyone but all of us have an inner-self.We all have our good points and also our bad points.Most importantly,we're all different.We're different in a good way.Maybe we're different cause of our looks,brains,talents,attitude...But we're definately different. God created us for a reason.And God made us different because we're all important in our own way.We should all accept each other for our good points and work hard to get rid of our bad points.After all,NO one is perfect.;p

2009-09-05T16:51:00.000+08:00

WHOA!!!I am so exhausted!!!Things have been insanely crazy in school. Studies,exam,friends,stress,projects,problems, sleepless nights......So much has happen this past week.Eventhough it was just four days after school and just after a long hol,I am way knocked out again.A note to my friends in school,I will be there for you guys if you have problems but I cant always help you guys solve them.Some things are meant to be overcomed by yourselves with some guidance from other people.When you have problems just remember this:

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

This is from one of my fav songs'The Climb' by Miley Cyrus.Its a really nice song with really encouraging words.Think about this song and smile ok...;p

Retirement...

2009-09-03T18:30:00.000+08:00

Hey!Havent posted in a few days.Yesterday Madam Ho from my school retired and there was a huge gathering for her.We spent the whole morning in the foyer.It was quite nice cause there were alot of performances.Eventhough she doesant teach me I feel like I'm gonna miss her.I really wanted her to teach me next year.Why couldn't she only retire next year?SIGH...Then the past few days have been crazy.Things are happening so fast and crazy that I just feel like breaking down.It's been tough.Yet I'm still alive and laughing.Haha...Looks like this year will end in an insane way.

Prisoners of time

2009-09-01T20:49:00.000+08:00

Eventhough the time that we have left together is short,

every second with you is treasured by all of us.(J)

Eventhough the time I had with you was short,

I treasured every second of it.(S)

Both of these phrases sound the same but mean totally different things.Just seriously hope that time will slow down.Even one second slower will make a huge difference.Some people want time to pass faster but if you treasure your life,you should hope it would just slow down....We just have to accept that we're all prisoners of time.

time

2009-08-28T19:12:00.001+08:00

Can you believe that time moves as quickly as quicksilver?Very soon this year will end and we all would be looking back saying how fast it was.Hopefully nothing will happen to make us sad or feel regret.Even if something does happen,we just have to get over it and move on....

When God gives us a chance in life,we should cherish it.....

Death Approaches...-song by sammy

2009-08-25T10:49:00.000+08:00

We never expected it,

That life would end so soon.

Before we collect our wits,

Before we become attune...

Death approaches,

And takes our hearts.

What was the impossible,

Will remain the way it was.

The castle walls will crumble,

Destroying all our cause...

All the clouds will

Turn dark with rain.

Our foundation was broken,

Just because of your death.

Our hearts were plunged into darkness,

Just because we wanted you back..........

Death approaches,

And takes our hearts.

Memories of her....

A memorial

2009-08-24T18:43:00.000+08:00

My dog-Melium

I feel so sad!!!!Even though I just got home from a fab hol but I got some bad news on the way back.My dog had been sick with an infection and had to go for surgery.In the end,...she died.''She didint make it.''Those were the exact words of the vet.They literally stabbed my heart.I just started crying cause I have had her since I was 6 so it has been wat?7 years.She was suffering a lot so I guess she is ok now.But I just wish to have her back again.I love her so much.Sigh....

When no one notices,Death approaches.

When Death leaves,it takes away someone dear....

Which highlands u say?Not telling!:p

2009-08-24T17:50:00.000+08:00

Hey hey!Just got back from the highlands.Totally super duper crazy freezing cold up there.Here are some pics from the trip.

This is actually a pic of Bidor,Ipoh.We dropped by for lunch at Pun Chun(restaurant name) before coming home.The food was OK OK la.Not really a fan of chinese food.But my lips cracked cause it was from extreme cold to extreme heat.CRAZY!
This is proof of how cold it was.I just turned on the water and water vapour condensed(science term) on the mirror.
This is so mysterious.The mist was all over the place for as long as I stayed there.It was raining most of the time too which caused the mist.DUH...
Ok...my fav flower is sort of like this but maybe a bit darker.I could only find roses with this red up in the highlands.And my parents say it is super hard to get my fav rose.Seems like all my fav flowers are hard to get.

Thats about all the pics I want to post and I feel lazy now so ...

Lizards have heart-attack????????

2009-08-22T08:22:00.000+08:00

Have u ever seen or heard that a lizard died because of a heart-attack?Well,it has happened before.The lizard was on my rubbish bin and my bro accidentally slammed the lid of the rubbish bin.The lizard jumped onto the wall and it stayed there.When my bro returned a few hours later,it was still there.He tried to move it and even touched it but it just fell to the floor and did not move again.The impact and loud bang the lid of the rubbish bin literally scared it to death....Soooo Sad!

I feel random...

2009-08-21T18:08:00.000+08:00

There was lightning and thunder in the sky

There was love in the air but I was sad

Can you explain that to me without

Hurting me,hurting me

Dont you think lightning is a fearful thing?But at the same time it is beautiful.

I wrote this some time ago and I was feeling really random.The tune just popped into my head and I had to put in some lyrics.Its just the first verse of the song but I might not finish the song.If you want to hear what it sounds like,ask me when you see me.

Happy Holidays!!!!!!!!

2009-08-21T17:46:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of school,WHEE!!!I totally need a hol to refresh myself.I saw the ghost again but this time thankfully it was a normal person.I'm going to be out of touch until Monday so dont kacau me!If I told u then u would know why.

Isnt this just a beautiful sunset?One thing about me,I love scenery. ;)

A GHOST????

2009-08-20T18:44:00.000+08:00

Today during Math class,I thought I saw a ghost.I havent seen him in 10 days and I thought he had changed schools or caught with A(H1N1) or maybe even died.After tat I got a really bad headache,turned white and my heart felt like falling out.He was just talking to his friends and I felt like he had come back from the dead.Eventhough he is just a friend and so not important to me,I was just so shocked.Whoa totally overeaction!

A friendly ghost that stands out in the midst of a heavy crowd because of a certain maiden smitten by his smile......

My Type Of Guy

2009-08-20T18:15:00.001+08:00

1.Do you need him to be good looking??

OK OK la...

2. Smart?
Not a nerd

3. Preferred age?
Same age or older by one year.

4. Preferred height?
Must be taller than me..

5. How about sense of humor?
sometimes

6. How about piercings?
No way!!!

7. Accepts you for who you are?
A must!

8. Pink hair?
Excuse me!!!

9. Mushy or no?
no

10. Thin or fat?
Average

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
fair....

12. Long hair or short hair?
OK OK

13. Plastic or metal?
???????????

14. Smells good?
Yes

15. Smoker?

No way!

16. Drinker?
Never also!

17.Boy-next-door type?

Not bad

18. Musically inclined?
Maybe

19. Plays piano?
sure

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
WOW!!

21. Plays violin?

Its ok

22. Sings very well?
If possible

23. Vain?

jerk!

24. With glasses?
maybe

25. With braces?
hmm.....

26. Shy type?
As long as not too shy or too vain

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
Half-half

28. Active or passive?

Both.

29. Tight or bomb?
????????????

30. Singer or dancer?
Both

31. Stunner?

Totally!

32. Hip Hop?

sure

33. Earrings?
Dont u dare!

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-exboy/girlfriends-until-you-drop?
Whhhhaaaatttt..............

35. Dimples?
Cute!

36. Bookworm?
seriously NO!

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
Oh yeah

38. Playful?
a little

39. Flirt?
Only with me...

40. Poem writer?
sure

41. Serious?
not so

42. Campus crush?
no

43. Painter?
Whoa!..maybe

44. Religious?

yes

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
not until its called bully

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?

neither

47. Speaks 20 languages?
Wow!

48. Loyal or faithful?
Both!Totally!

49. good kisser?!
Not there yet

50. loves children??
maybe

P.S.:Xin Yi sent to me.

The Beginning...Of This Blog:)

2009-08-19T18:34:00.000+08:00

Hi hi!First time blogger here!Plz go to my club house(chat box) and scream at me.U can chat with me,give me some tips,ask me to link u and...

I am someone who treasures my friends and family.So I will perish to cherish the ones I love....

Whoa!Tat was deep.Dont think I am usually like tat.HEHE!:)